The theme of this poem is kinda raw so it's totally cool if you don't watch this. Same applies to if you're against safe sex or find yourself squeamish at the very thought of sex. Peace y'all.
I miss all those nights we spent, just being there and not talking and realizing that no matter what, we'd always be friends.
Friday, 19 September 2008 @ 20:15
So. Life sucks as usual and I'm finding it harder to accept people for what they are and aren't, particularly when something about them annoys me. I know it's mean and unfriend-like but over here, I always keep it real and that's what's running through my mind now. T'dah.
Anyway, since Sarah wants to see her 100-question quiz up on my blog now, I'll accomodate her by putting up whatever I've done and answering the rest the next time I'm online. So enjoy, everyone (:
Quiz
01. What have you been doing recently? studying, drawing, rushing around like a mad chicken, etcetera.
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off? Well duh. Who wants to be caught with their handphone ringing during class?
03. What happened at 10.00am today? I dreamt that I was in this weird neighbourhood where all my friends went to tuition centres connected by strange steel bridge-ish architecture and they were all introduced to each other. It was scary D:
04. When did you last cry? Couple months back. Or weeks. I don't exactly remember.
05. Believe in fate/destiny? Sometimes, yes.
06. What do you want in your life right now? All my HIPS friends to be right next to me, a bar of Morinaga chocolate, the entire Sandman collection, fantastic grades and a waterproof camouflage bag.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? Umbrella. I hardly wear jackets to school.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed? Panda. Or Grissom. They're both cuddly (:
09. What bottom are you wearing now? Blue and white jammies with little stars and angels on them.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? I have two; one's from Clarine saying that she's always gonna be there for me and the other's from a certain guy telling me what's up with everything right now.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? I try not to but sometimes -- it's inevitable.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? Nope, not right now.
13. What was the last movie you caught? Mirrormask. Or V For Vendetta if you count the kind on DVD.
14. What are you proud of? Lots of things.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? Happy Birthday - from Geoffrey.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud? I'll Try - Jonatha Brook
17. Do you have any nicknames? Kim, Kimmie, Kimiko, Kimbo, Kimby, Barley, Sharpay (as in, HSM) , Jim, Timothy, Kim Possible.
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from? Not telling ;P
19. What time did you go to bed last night? Um, 12-something I think. I pretty much passed out before I could check the time.
20. Are you currently happy? Not exactly.
21. Who gives you best advice? Mum. God. Clarine. Huisi.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? Who doesn't?
23. Who did you talk on phone last night? No one. Like I said, I passed out.
24. Is anything bugging you right now? Yep. Lots of things like how much homework I'll have to cram in tomorrow and the fact that my exams start on Thursday.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? Mum. She was saying something about how if you kept your voice soft and friendly, Misty wouldn't think that an insult really was an insult.
26. Do you wear toe socks? Nah. They look really cute though.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? Um, Andrea, I think.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken? If my really was broken, I'd be dead x.x
29. What annoys you most in a person? Biasedness. Hypocrisy. Discrimination.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yeah.
31. Have you ever done cocaine? Darling, cocaine is for losers XP
32. What is the colour of your room? Some weird lavendar-ish colour which looks like sh*t.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? Most likely not.
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?" Sort of. Sometimes, the phrase 'Action speaks louder than words' applies.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? Me. Or mum. I forget.
36. Who was the last person to hug you? Mum, again.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? Haha, if I was given a dollar for every person who saw that last person I kissed, I'd be richer than Bill Gates right now.
38. Do you have a life? Yes, but it isn't much.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die? Lol, unless you count myself - never.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song? It makes me feel nostalgic and melancholy yet happy and hopeful, all at the same time.
-To be continued when I'm not so much half-asleep.-
Tears to wash it all away and start anew are not signs of weakness.
Sunday, 14 September 2008 @ 22:17
For some odd reason, I feel kind of better today than I have in the past week. It's either the waffle with ice-cream I had for breakfast at the church fair - which, I might add, was absolutely freakin' awesome and the biggest we've had in a long while - or the fact that Z. was actually looking for me during the fair, so much so that his mum found my mum and asked where I was. Sweet, much? Lol.
I think I might have a good cry tonight or something and then keep it all in for as long as possible. Don't be alarmed if you see me with red eyes tomorrow or any time during this week.
And Clarine, I think that my moods really ARE cause' of your and everyone else's absences in my life now. Guess I'm just suffering from withdrawal symptoms after seeing you guys for twice in one week and then not seeing you at all. So yeah.
Alright, moving on now. How bout' a quiz from Clarine the Plutorian's blog?
1. The person who tagged me Vanessa :D
2. Your relationship with him/her Fellow Ex-brownie and Clarine's bestie which automatically makes her a good friend.
3. Your five impressions of him/her Smart[street-wise & academically], confident, cute, funny and witty.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you Uh. Does this question still count if I can't remember?
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you "We're disgusting something!" [Mispronounciation of 'Discussing' XD]
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will run very, very far away o.x NOT A LESBIAN, PUHLEASE!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, one thing he/she will have to improve on will be ooh. loaded question. NO COMMENT.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will make paper hats and dye my hair blue.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be stupid and lame. Wait, those are just variations of the same meaning.
10. You want to tell for he/she now is Where are the grammar nazis when you need them?!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is of one tough and intelligent girl who is tres cool.
12. How do you think people around you feel about you? Um, I'd like to think that the stuff they think bout' me is positive but - I am not a telepath -.-
13. The character about yourself you love is called Katherine and has the voice and skin to convince people to take action for issues like women's rights and sexism.
14. On the contrary, what you hate about yourself is my tendency to take criticism from people I respect too hard.
15. The most ideal person you want to be? Someone other kids can look up to.
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. YOU GUYS HAVE NO CLUE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I'M TERRIFIED THAT WHATEVER WE HAVE NOW WILL DISAPPEAR IN A YEAR OR TWO.
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with right now? [Benedict] Some girl called Shermaine who's in his class and CCA.
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Vanessa & Rachael] Uhm, I think Rachael would overwhelm Vanessa with her hyperness O:
21. What is no. 2 studying about? [Shuhan] "Of shoes and ships - and sealing wax - of cabbages and kings". Lol.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Huisi] 29 August, teachers' day. That 2 hours in Mac. was fun!
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Huiying] Mandopop and Englishy stuff like The Click Five.
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? [Clarine] Haha, genetically only 1 but she's part of a huge family consisting of Zach, Tim, Me, Shuhan, Huisi etc.
25. Will you woo no. 3? [Huisi] With what? And no, I don't swing that way.
26. How about no.7? [Vanessa] LOL! refer to the previous question.
27. Is no. 4 single? [Zachus] I'd love to think so :D
28. Surname of no. 5? [Geoffrey] Tan (:
29. Hobby of no. 10? [Rachael] Jamming out with her Christian band.
30. Do 5 and 9 get along well? [Geoffrey & Yanling] Never met each other but it'd be funny to see how sarcastic they'd be together.
31. Where is no.2 studying? [Shuhan] Xinmin Sec.
32. Talk about no. 1 [Clarine] Loud, overdramatic, adorable, outspoken and intelligent.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Rachael] Haha, despite R's constant hugging and molesting and groping, I AM SO NOT A LESBIAN! How many times do I need to say it?
34. Where does no. 9 live? [Yanling] In a cardboard box somewhere in Serangoon.
35. What colour does no. 4 like? [Zachus] Red. Or green. I forget.
36. Are 5 and 1 best friends? [Geoffrey & Clarine] Not exactly besties but she tolerates him. Enough.
37. Does no.1 have any pets? [Clarine] Fish. Some parrot thing, if I remember right.
38. Is no 7 the sexiest person in the world? [Vanessa] XD maybe but I'm not one to decide.
39. What is no 10 doing right now? [Rachael] Sleeping, I think. Or 'chiong-ing' homework.
Ohkay. That's all.
Mood: Pensive Music: For You I Will(Confidence) - Teddy Geiger
Today's homework load was light and since I had already managed to finish one and half chapters of Algebra and history revision, I thought I might come online and update this dying blog. Whee :D
Not much to post lately, just that I've been in a sort of weird mood-swing thing which keeps on fluctuating. Like, moody --> hyper --> moody --> lethargic blahdeblahblah. You get the idea. And I kind of really don't feel like talking to anybody but it'd be rude not to, right?
Gah. I guess I'm in one of those mental states again x_x
Current Soundtrack to My Life
Morning wake-up song: Perfect Day - Hoku
On the way to school: The Remedy [I won't worry] - Jason Mraz
Math Class, doing sums: Everybody Wants To Be a Cat - Disney [LOL! Thank audrey for reminding me XD "Oh a rinkey tinky tinky..."]
End of school, heading home: We Live - Superchic[k]
At the bus stop: Stupid Girls - P!nk / Music Or the Misery - FOB
Walking home: Be My Escape - Relient K
Whenever I look especially ugly/ have low self-esteem: I Am Not My Hair - India Arie feat. P!nk
Going to Sleep: Be Still - Kelly Clarkson
Hating a guy/crush: Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
Doubts about a certain guy: Crush - David Archuleta / Collapsed - Aly & AJ.
I'm incoherant and stressed. I hate my distractions. This holiday was just me indulging myself. And it was not productive. I feel like killing people who get/have gotten in my way. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I'm going to be trying my best to stay offline for the entire term, till after the EOYs. Maybe I'll be posting once or twice but don't count on it.
Wish me luck, yeah?
Mood: Somewhere No One Ever Goes Anymore Music: Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch
Do not think about how cute he was. Do not think about how he smiled and waved to you. Do not think about how he turned around and said goodbye like you actually meant something to him. Do not think about you started smiling like something demented when you saw him do that. Do not think for one moment that you two have any future together because you just don't.
Today's class outing felt like some sort of horrible nightmare-ish [okay, I'm just exaggerating here.] double date instead of a class outing. The turn out was pathetic, even after we wasted 25 mins calling people and waiting around the meeting place. Honestly.
Anyway, Operation: TLP [Take Lots of Pictures] failed since neither Zachus nor Clarine nor Benedict deemed themselves photogenic enough to face my rather intimidating camera. I ought to insert an evil laugh here but I shan't. See? I'm such a nice person.
Haha, I feel sorta bad to have made everyone take a train down to Takashimaya's ART FRIEND with me when there was a perfectly good SPOTLIGHT at Plaza Singapura. I swear it slipped my mind! But um, thanks for following me all the way there you guys. And sorry to poor Beneduck who gave himself a backache after walking for 10 mins. And, and to Zachus - sorry for giving Ben the backache since you said it was contagious. Lawl.
After taking the train back to PS, we caught WALL.E and had a bit of confusion as to who paid what amount for the tickets. By the way, Clarine, Zachus and I paid for Ben's ticket as an uber-early birthday present. YES, WE'RE ALL GREAT BIG CHEAPSKATES. But I digress.
Fast forward to the train part now. Specifically the last 3 mins of it.
God, it felt weirdly pleasant the way me and him were chatting with each other - without an audience. Clarine knows what I'm talking about. ((I hope that seeing that guy twice in one week[7 days!] will sustain me through the entire term without him...))
Alrighty: PICTURE TIME, Y'ALL.
Ben giving us his ZZZZZ-face while Zachus - looking really puny here - acts engrossed in his handphone game. Clarine is hiding from the spooks in the shiny MRT ceiling or whatever it's called. Ben had a backache which - unfortunately - couldn't be seen in this picture. HA! Zachus was conned into looking right at my camera. -triumphant smile- I don't really know what to say for this picture other than "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING, CLARINE?!" After watching Beneduck mess with his 'feathers' for the entire day, Clarine got irritated and messed it up for him instead.
Mood: Giggly Music: The (After) Life Of The Party - FOB
k!mberly
250495 one st. john 08two st. john 09 // child of god (: HIPSterZHSSian sarcasm is my superpower.
I also happen to be rather clumsy & messy.
five and thirteen are my lucky numbers. regardless of whether they actually work.
for the sake of your well-being, leave your lies and insincerity at home because I definitely don't appreciate them. I BELIEVE IN HARVEY DENT!
-coughbatman referencecough-
yes, I do get giggly when confronted with chocolate, comic books or milo. go figure ;3
a self-confessed conspiracy theorist who responds awkwardly to hugs.
I still think it's infinitely stupid to take pictures of yourself in a toilet.
Obsessions
HIM, rainy days at home, guitar riffs, quick drum beats,
fall out boy, p!nk, sara bareilles, teddy geiger, corrine may, the fray, arctic monkeys, franz ferdinand,
science-fiction, skulduggery pleasant, artemis fowl, batman comics,
robin/raven, batman/catwoman, rogue/pyro, harry/hermione, hermione/artemis, rose/scorpius, remus/tonks,
heath ledger, pirates of the caribbean, ocean's thirteen, christian bale, v for vendetta, 10 things I hate about you, the dark knight,
chocolate, peach milk tea, being original, going nova, dancing hyperly with my friends,
welcome to the goldbergs, HEROES, CSI: NY, house M.D, seinfeld,
taking naps, lime green folders, rollercoasters, polaroids, feminism.
I ♥ CLARINE, HUISI, SHUHAN, ZACHUS, GEOFFREY & 6R5 07'. More than anyone will ever know.
Burn, burn, burn
Twilight, the smell of rain and exhaust fumes mixed together, buses that ought to be double decker but aren't, traffic lights, tests, spectacles,
superficiality, biased people, racism, SEXISM, ron/hermione, draco/harry ((who comes up with this stuff???)), remus/sirius,
chauvinistic pigs, magnetic chess sets, being thought of as a sociopath, superman, copy cats, britney spears, paris hilton,
yam ice cream, being broke, book fines, unreasonable teachers, wet leaves on the pavement, sean kingston, students with short skirts,
overpriced books, bad advertisements, onion rings, real/faux fur.
Advice
Monday, 29 September 2008 @ 22:57
Thank G-d for Earl Grey Tea, Harry Potter books and Punch & Judy shows.
The theme of this poem is kinda raw so it's totally cool if you don't watch this. Same applies to if you're against safe sex or find yourself squeamish at the very thought of sex. Peace y'all.
I miss all those nights we spent, just being there and not talking and realizing that no matter what, we'd always be friends.
Friday, 19 September 2008 @ 20:15
So. Life sucks as usual and I'm finding it harder to accept people for what they are and aren't, particularly when something about them annoys me. I know it's mean and unfriend-like but over here, I always keep it real and that's what's running through my mind now. T'dah.
Anyway, since Sarah wants to see her 100-question quiz up on my blog now, I'll accomodate her by putting up whatever I've done and answering the rest the next time I'm online. So enjoy, everyone (:
Quiz
01. What have you been doing recently? studying, drawing, rushing around like a mad chicken, etcetera.
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off? Well duh. Who wants to be caught with their handphone ringing during class?
03. What happened at 10.00am today? I dreamt that I was in this weird neighbourhood where all my friends went to tuition centres connected by strange steel bridge-ish architecture and they were all introduced to each other. It was scary D:
04. When did you last cry? Couple months back. Or weeks. I don't exactly remember.
05. Believe in fate/destiny? Sometimes, yes.
06. What do you want in your life right now? All my HIPS friends to be right next to me, a bar of Morinaga chocolate, the entire Sandman collection, fantastic grades and a waterproof camouflage bag.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? Umbrella. I hardly wear jackets to school.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed? Panda. Or Grissom. They're both cuddly (:
09. What bottom are you wearing now? Blue and white jammies with little stars and angels on them.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? I have two; one's from Clarine saying that she's always gonna be there for me and the other's from a certain guy telling me what's up with everything right now.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? I try not to but sometimes -- it's inevitable.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? Nope, not right now.
13. What was the last movie you caught? Mirrormask. Or V For Vendetta if you count the kind on DVD.
14. What are you proud of? Lots of things.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? Happy Birthday - from Geoffrey.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud? I'll Try - Jonatha Brook
17. Do you have any nicknames? Kim, Kimmie, Kimiko, Kimbo, Kimby, Barley, Sharpay (as in, HSM) , Jim, Timothy, Kim Possible.
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from? Not telling ;P
19. What time did you go to bed last night? Um, 12-something I think. I pretty much passed out before I could check the time.
20. Are you currently happy? Not exactly.
21. Who gives you best advice? Mum. God. Clarine. Huisi.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? Who doesn't?
23. Who did you talk on phone last night? No one. Like I said, I passed out.
24. Is anything bugging you right now? Yep. Lots of things like how much homework I'll have to cram in tomorrow and the fact that my exams start on Thursday.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? Mum. She was saying something about how if you kept your voice soft and friendly, Misty wouldn't think that an insult really was an insult.
26. Do you wear toe socks? Nah. They look really cute though.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? Um, Andrea, I think.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken? If my really was broken, I'd be dead x.x
29. What annoys you most in a person? Biasedness. Hypocrisy. Discrimination.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yeah.
31. Have you ever done cocaine? Darling, cocaine is for losers XP
32. What is the colour of your room? Some weird lavendar-ish colour which looks like sh*t.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? Most likely not.
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?" Sort of. Sometimes, the phrase 'Action speaks louder than words' applies.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? Me. Or mum. I forget.
36. Who was the last person to hug you? Mum, again.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? Haha, if I was given a dollar for every person who saw that last person I kissed, I'd be richer than Bill Gates right now.
38. Do you have a life? Yes, but it isn't much.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die? Lol, unless you count myself - never.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song? It makes me feel nostalgic and melancholy yet happy and hopeful, all at the same time.
-To be continued when I'm not so much half-asleep.-
Tears to wash it all away and start anew are not signs of weakness.
Sunday, 14 September 2008 @ 22:17
For some odd reason, I feel kind of better today than I have in the past week. It's either the waffle with ice-cream I had for breakfast at the church fair - which, I might add, was absolutely freakin' awesome and the biggest we've had in a long while - or the fact that Z. was actually looking for me during the fair, so much so that his mum found my mum and asked where I was. Sweet, much? Lol.
I think I might have a good cry tonight or something and then keep it all in for as long as possible. Don't be alarmed if you see me with red eyes tomorrow or any time during this week.
And Clarine, I think that my moods really ARE cause' of your and everyone else's absences in my life now. Guess I'm just suffering from withdrawal symptoms after seeing you guys for twice in one week and then not seeing you at all. So yeah.
Alright, moving on now. How bout' a quiz from Clarine the Plutorian's blog?
1. The person who tagged me Vanessa :D
2. Your relationship with him/her Fellow Ex-brownie and Clarine's bestie which automatically makes her a good friend.
3. Your five impressions of him/her Smart[street-wise & academically], confident, cute, funny and witty.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you Uh. Does this question still count if I can't remember?
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you "We're disgusting something!" [Mispronounciation of 'Discussing' XD]
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will run very, very far away o.x NOT A LESBIAN, PUHLEASE!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, one thing he/she will have to improve on will be ooh. loaded question. NO COMMENT.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will make paper hats and dye my hair blue.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be stupid and lame. Wait, those are just variations of the same meaning.
10. You want to tell for he/she now is Where are the grammar nazis when you need them?!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is of one tough and intelligent girl who is tres cool.
12. How do you think people around you feel about you? Um, I'd like to think that the stuff they think bout' me is positive but - I am not a telepath -.-
13. The character about yourself you love is called Katherine and has the voice and skin to convince people to take action for issues like women's rights and sexism.
14. On the contrary, what you hate about yourself is my tendency to take criticism from people I respect too hard.
15. The most ideal person you want to be? Someone other kids can look up to.
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. YOU GUYS HAVE NO CLUE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I'M TERRIFIED THAT WHATEVER WE HAVE NOW WILL DISAPPEAR IN A YEAR OR TWO.
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with right now? [Benedict] Some girl called Shermaine who's in his class and CCA.
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Vanessa & Rachael] Uhm, I think Rachael would overwhelm Vanessa with her hyperness O:
21. What is no. 2 studying about? [Shuhan] "Of shoes and ships - and sealing wax - of cabbages and kings". Lol.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Huisi] 29 August, teachers' day. That 2 hours in Mac. was fun!
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Huiying] Mandopop and Englishy stuff like The Click Five.
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? [Clarine] Haha, genetically only 1 but she's part of a huge family consisting of Zach, Tim, Me, Shuhan, Huisi etc.
25. Will you woo no. 3? [Huisi] With what? And no, I don't swing that way.
26. How about no.7? [Vanessa] LOL! refer to the previous question.
27. Is no. 4 single? [Zachus] I'd love to think so :D
28. Surname of no. 5? [Geoffrey] Tan (:
29. Hobby of no. 10? [Rachael] Jamming out with her Christian band.
30. Do 5 and 9 get along well? [Geoffrey & Yanling] Never met each other but it'd be funny to see how sarcastic they'd be together.
31. Where is no.2 studying? [Shuhan] Xinmin Sec.
32. Talk about no. 1 [Clarine] Loud, overdramatic, adorable, outspoken and intelligent.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Rachael] Haha, despite R's constant hugging and molesting and groping, I AM SO NOT A LESBIAN! How many times do I need to say it?
34. Where does no. 9 live? [Yanling] In a cardboard box somewhere in Serangoon.
35. What colour does no. 4 like? [Zachus] Red. Or green. I forget.
36. Are 5 and 1 best friends? [Geoffrey & Clarine] Not exactly besties but she tolerates him. Enough.
37. Does no.1 have any pets? [Clarine] Fish. Some parrot thing, if I remember right.
38. Is no 7 the sexiest person in the world? [Vanessa] XD maybe but I'm not one to decide.
39. What is no 10 doing right now? [Rachael] Sleeping, I think. Or 'chiong-ing' homework.
Ohkay. That's all.
Mood: Pensive Music: For You I Will(Confidence) - Teddy Geiger
Today's homework load was light and since I had already managed to finish one and half chapters of Algebra and history revision, I thought I might come online and update this dying blog. Whee :D
Not much to post lately, just that I've been in a sort of weird mood-swing thing which keeps on fluctuating. Like, moody --> hyper --> moody --> lethargic blahdeblahblah. You get the idea. And I kind of really don't feel like talking to anybody but it'd be rude not to, right?
Gah. I guess I'm in one of those mental states again x_x
Current Soundtrack to My Life
Morning wake-up song: Perfect Day - Hoku
On the way to school: The Remedy [I won't worry] - Jason Mraz
Math Class, doing sums: Everybody Wants To Be a Cat - Disney [LOL! Thank audrey for reminding me XD "Oh a rinkey tinky tinky..."]
End of school, heading home: We Live - Superchic[k]
At the bus stop: Stupid Girls - P!nk / Music Or the Misery - FOB
Walking home: Be My Escape - Relient K
Whenever I look especially ugly/ have low self-esteem: I Am Not My Hair - India Arie feat. P!nk
Going to Sleep: Be Still - Kelly Clarkson
Hating a guy/crush: Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
Doubts about a certain guy: Crush - David Archuleta / Collapsed - Aly & AJ.
I'm incoherant and stressed. I hate my distractions. This holiday was just me indulging myself. And it was not productive. I feel like killing people who get/have gotten in my way. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I'm going to be trying my best to stay offline for the entire term, till after the EOYs. Maybe I'll be posting once or twice but don't count on it.
Wish me luck, yeah?
Mood: Somewhere No One Ever Goes Anymore Music: Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch
Do not think about how cute he was. Do not think about how he smiled and waved to you. Do not think about how he turned around and said goodbye like you actually meant something to him. Do not think about you started smiling like something demented when you saw him do that. Do not think for one moment that you two have any future together because you just don't.
Today's class outing felt like some sort of horrible nightmare-ish [okay, I'm just exaggerating here.] double date instead of a class outing. The turn out was pathetic, even after we wasted 25 mins calling people and waiting around the meeting place. Honestly.
Anyway, Operation: TLP [Take Lots of Pictures] failed since neither Zachus nor Clarine nor Benedict deemed themselves photogenic enough to face my rather intimidating camera. I ought to insert an evil laugh here but I shan't. See? I'm such a nice person.
Haha, I feel sorta bad to have made everyone take a train down to Takashimaya's ART FRIEND with me when there was a perfectly good SPOTLIGHT at Plaza Singapura. I swear it slipped my mind! But um, thanks for following me all the way there you guys. And sorry to poor Beneduck who gave himself a backache after walking for 10 mins. And, and to Zachus - sorry for giving Ben the backache since you said it was contagious. Lawl.
After taking the train back to PS, we caught WALL.E and had a bit of confusion as to who paid what amount for the tickets. By the way, Clarine, Zachus and I paid for Ben's ticket as an uber-early birthday present. YES, WE'RE ALL GREAT BIG CHEAPSKATES. But I digress.
Fast forward to the train part now. Specifically the last 3 mins of it.
God, it felt weirdly pleasant the way me and him were chatting with each other - without an audience. Clarine knows what I'm talking about. ((I hope that seeing that guy twice in one week[7 days!] will sustain me through the entire term without him...))
Alrighty: PICTURE TIME, Y'ALL.
Ben giving us his ZZZZZ-face while Zachus - looking really puny here - acts engrossed in his handphone game. Clarine is hiding from the spooks in the shiny MRT ceiling or whatever it's called. Ben had a backache which - unfortunately - couldn't be seen in this picture. HA! Zachus was conned into looking right at my camera. -triumphant smile- I don't really know what to say for this picture other than "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING, CLARINE?!" After watching Beneduck mess with his 'feathers' for the entire day, Clarine got irritated and messed it up for him instead.
Mood: Giggly Music: The (After) Life Of The Party - FOB
Accomplished
Sleepy
Just plain happy
Pensive
Restless
Somewhere No One Ever Goes Anymore
Giggly
