paper thoughts
Letter to myself[not!]
Tuesday, 25 March 2008 @ 21:24
Don't mind the rant.
It's what that's been on my mind for the past few days.
I need to get it out.
G-d, sometimes I hate you so bloody sodding much.
You try so hard to be different.
In fact, so hard that sometimes it's pathetic.
PA-THE-TIC.
You raise your hand and try to contradict him/her with illogical statements backed up by
good ol' solid evidence.
Notice the sarcasm?
You get so objective that I don't see your point anymore.
What're you trying to prove?
That you're a deeper thinker than the rest of us?
Maybe.
I saw you playing with the others a couple days back and you were IT.
They teased and taunted you and you just took it.
No resistance at all.
I felt like screaming at you. Perhaps you were angry too but far too proud to do anything about it?
Well, as they say,
Pride does go before a fall.
And I hope that when you fall, you turn out like Humpty Dumpty.
Alright, I suppose I sympathize with you a tiny bit.
But you've got all this potential and self-confidence, despite your obvious flaws.
So why do you have half the _____ hating you?
What went wrong in your theory for popularity?
Gosh, you remind me of me.
And that's why I'm so angry.
It's like having an out-of-body experience.
So little time.
Saturday, 22 March 2008 @ 23:57
Happy Easter people ;D
I know I shouldn't be up at this time o' th' night but I'm not in the mood to sleep cause' I've got tons of things on my mind.
Checklist for tomorrow:
- A pile of homework waiting for me that's due on Monday
- Chinese tuition [hopefully] tomorrow
- Maths revision
- A visit to the hospital
- Home Ec. Evaluation
- Personal errands to run [e.g I NEED A NEW PEN!]
I swear, if I'm able to get half-way through the list, it'll be a miracle.
Oh Borders, have a sale already!
I need that 20% off to get my wonderful free-verse poetry book, Impulse by Ellen Hopkins!
Mood:
Insomniatic
Music: I Found a Reason - Cat Power
Side Note about the Music: I took ages to get the tune correct while humming/singing cause' although it's been stuck in my head since the first time I saw V for Vendetta, the melody's kinda weird in the sense that it goes,
"HO-oh I... Do... Believe.
In all the th-ings you say.
What comes is better... than what... ca-ame before."
All in all, it's an awesome song so check it out on Imeem (:
Things on my mind should stay in there.
Friday, 21 March 2008 @ 11:25
I really must apologize.
I haven't been in the mood to blog recently, even though I've actually got stuff to blog about now.
But what with my grandma's hospitalization and her hallucinating, homework, projects and plain old stress...
I'm just not in the mood.
English test results came out this week and I topped the class with Audrey and Chloe with all of us getting 24/30 marks for Compo ;D
Home Ec. test was yesterday and my cupcake-muffin hybrid turned out okay.
Some of the girls said that it was really nice but being the cynical person that I am, I don't think they were being completely truthful.
No offence.
On my from the Home Ec. Kitchen, I gave the muffins away to random people. JiaYi was especially happy with the one with the strawberry heart on it XD
See? I'm such a nice person. LOL!
Art Club's next project is this poster on the theme: Reminiscence.
I've got tons of ideas but none of them are really stellar, y'know.
At least they're due in the last week of April, a couple weeks from now.
Well, I've got to go visit my grandma now.
Seeya (:
Mood:
Calm but Guarded
Music: Waiting - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Buh-leh.
Thursday, 13 March 2008 @ 19:26
Dare You To Move by Switchfoot is officially stuck in my head now.
According to Dan Ong from 987fm, it's called an Ear Worm.
The name sounds so... Bleh.
It gave me indigestion.
:O
SC Camp's tomorrow and I'm still undecided about my feelings towards it.
Sure, I'm looking forward to it. But I'll have to drag all my camp supplies to the FD Workshop and who likes to do that?
Ch'yeah.
Mood:
Relaxed
Music: Sober - Kelly Clarkson
<3
Tuesday, 11 March 2008 @ 22:13
Yesterday was awesome.
Tiring, though.
Woke up at round' 6.50 and got onto the bus completely sleepy-eyed. Good God man, the bus so so totally packed with people. The thing that struck me as odd was that it was almost completely quiet even with the huge number of commuters on board. I think it's pretty safe to say that most of them weren't awake yet.
P. Tan is our Fashion Designing mentor and she's mighty pretty. I wonder how much makeup she uses.
Anyway, we drew the basic human body for about an hour and then switched to faces. After that, she made us draw human bodies with faces. Kinda dry but - whatever. Basics are important.
At 12.45-ish, I met the gang at Vivo City's GV Cinema.
At first, I couldn't find them so I was looking around, one hand with my cellphone, the other checking the time.
Good thing I saw Zachus, Ben & Dominic.
Most of them are super tall now.
Even Clarine.
Gosh, I feel so short D:
MUST-GROW-TALLER! -stands on tip toes -
We had our lunch at Carl's Junior; Clarine & HuiSi shared a burger while I sneaked fries from their meal into my mouth.
Met up with everyone at 1.55pm and we got all the snacks and everything from the concession stand. Although I had my doubts about Vivo City's GV popcorn, their salted popcorn was really up to standard. A pretty good stand-in for lunch, I suppose.
Did I mention we had to sit in the front row? XD
For the record,
L is adorable.
And Maki's probably bulimic.
You could see her vertebrae sticking out like nobody's business.
I think they'd get together if they were older.
Clearly, a cute couple.
We had to literally drag Zachus away at the end of the show just cause' he wanted to see if there was any secret clips after the credits were shown. I bet the entire cinema was laughing at us.
Since we had 30 mins to spare, I pulled everyone into Page One.
Clarine & HuiSi went to look for a present for Clarine's Mum's birthday while I browsed through the Fiction section.
The guys kept on hanging around me that it was almost embarrassing.
I was flattered with their attention.
But it's not like they could get with me anyway.
I'm off-limits.
I wish ShuHan had come along. -pouts-
Update: I finally mustered up the courage to ask him what been on my mind for months. He replied and I feel like flying now (:
Mood:
Rejuvenated
Music: Return to Me - The Last Goodnight
/
Monday, 10 March 2008 @ 21:57
Oh my.
I'm too tired to post anything now.
I promise you one tomorrow.
Toodles ;D
Would you rather be a weak woman or an aggressive one?
Sunday, 9 March 2008 @ 15:41
I f*cking hate sexists.
Egypt men say 'I don't' to woman marriage registrar
Thu Feb 28, 1:04 PM ET
CAIRO (AFP) - The appointment this week of Egypt's first woman able to conduct Muslim marriages has sparked controversy in the religious country, particularly from men who see their status being challenged.
ADVERTISEMENT
Amal Soliman, 32, is the first woman in the Middle East and possibly the Muslim world to be authorised to perform wedding ceremonies and sign marriage and divorce contracts.
Straddling the worlds of bureaucracy and religion -- two pillars of Egyptian society -- the graduate in civil and criminal law said she is "more qualified" than her colleagues to perform the function of "maazun".
Justice Minister Mamduh Mari stressed that Soliman's nomination depended on her abilities rather than on her gender, but it has raised eyebrows and anger on the streets in the male-dominated Arab country.
"I completely reject the idea," Mahmud Ali, a bearded 40-year-old, told AFP in Cairo. "There must be religious texts forbidding this... there are also obstacles on a social level, she would always take the woman's side."
"This idea won't spread, it's a one-off and it won't last."
Ahmed Abdel Rehim declared simply: "A woman cannot do this job. I would never have a female maazun at my wedding."
But officials, eager to portray an image of equality, welcomed the decision.
"I'm not shocked at all, it's a purely legal job, reading Koranic verses and conducting a marriage," said Ali Saman, former head of Al-Azhar University's religious dialogue committee.
"A maazun is a judicial assistant, a notary... so it's a job that women can do."
In 2005, US-based Amina Wadud sparked controversy in the Muslim world, including in Egypt, when she led prayers in New York, with some clerics saying it went against Islamic doctrine.
"A female imam (who leads prayers in a mosque) is different, that's to be debated by specialists but a female maazun who signs and officialises a marriage certificate there's no problem," he said.
"There are no religious texts banning a Muslim woman from being a maazun," said Al-Azhar's deputy director Sheikh Fawzi Zafzaf.
"But when a woman is menstruating she must not enter a mosque or read Koranic verses and that will affect her job, so for this reason we say it is not advisable to have a woman maazun."
Women's rights in Egypt have a long and occasionally rocky history. Egyptian women were allowed to vote and stand for office in 1956.
But they are notable in their absence from Egyptian courtrooms, even those dealing with family law. A first group of 30 women judges was authorised to practice in March 2007.
"Islam guarantees women's rights, whatever is said about the inferiority of women is a lie," said Zafzaf.
"Why not support women?" said Shawkiya Rawash, in her 50s. "If she can be an example to follow, if she manages to do her job well, why not? I'm in favour."
-http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20080228/lf_afp/egyptwomenrightsislamreligion;_ylt=AlDFFfYQ4KQzVoF7EEBufVIHcggF
The following rant is totally my opinion and you have no right to criticise me for my thoughts.
In my opinion, the 'public's' opinion is complete bullshit.
I'm pretty sure the 'public' is probably a voice consisting mostly of men. Who else would have the audacity to say such a ridiculous thing?
Hello?! This is the 21st century for heaven' sake. If you're still thinking that women are of a lower status than men, let me just say that you're a disgrace to Humankind [note how I refuse to say: MANkind].
First of all, just to clarify, there are no religious texts stating that women do not have the right to perform the job. The only thing that stands between women and it[the job] is a man's pride.
How important.
But what's that I hear about you complaining that a woman will always take another woman's side? We wouldn't always have to if you men had the guts to stand up for what's right. Isn't it the case that when a couple divorces, it's usually the woman who gets hit the hardest? And don't even get me started on the fact that women usually get the worse shift when they work compared to their different chromosome counterparts.
So stop with your self-pity and the whole 'Women are threats to social status' campaign.
This is just a tiny step towards the big goal: GENDER EQUALITY
We're[women] human beings too.
What gives you the right to say that you're better than us?
Mood:
Rebellious
Music: Hero/Heroine Acoustic Version - Boys Like Girls
Little things do matter.
Thursday, 6 March 2008 @ 18:10
Dear Lordy, it's been ages since I've posted.
I do wonder if anyone's actually reading my blog and thinking, "Which lines am I supposed to be reading in between? And Why The F*ck hasn't Kim been posting recently?"
So this is an apology to all the non-existant readers [or blogders] who've been putting up with me.
Common Tests are now officially over [well technically, we've got a Home Ec. Practical test on the first week of Term 2] and I feel really - free (:
Chloe brought me to this really cool playground hidden in the heart of this cluster of HDB flats; it had SWINGS! -giggles maniacally-
If you didn't know, there used to be an awesome set of swings near my house which I was obsessed about back in Primary 3.
That was the place I met WaiYin at.
Gosh, I was unbelievably angry when they tore it down to upgrade the playground. And y'know what they replaced it with? A bloody exercise gym-thingy -shakes fist-
D<
P.S If you're feeling bored already, I'd suggest you stop reading now since I've got a feeling that this'll be a long long post.
I had another dream about him last night/this morning. It's kinda hard to tell when you're asleep.
It's my fourth dream featuring him now.
The phone was ringing and I rushed to pick up.
"Hello?"
"....." There was this pause for 30 seconds and for a moment, I was wondering if the person was still there.
"Who's there?"
"....Margaret Zsaz,"
The voice was so weirdly familiar that I couldn't place my finger on who it was. So I decided to play along with the caller and answer, "Har har."
The caller's voice immediately returned to normal and I couldn't help but think: Oh My God. It's him.
We talked for a minute or two [if I remember right, he was doing the talking] then suddenly, it was as if he had put himself on speaker and I could hear this Akon/Beyonce song playing in the background. What was more strange was that he wasn't directly talking to me anymore. I could hear snatches of conversations, some with his sister, some with his mother. It struck me as odd and I started thinking, "What's happening?"
That's when I woke up.
What's really surprising is that unlike my other dreams, I actually understand this one.
I think what my sub-conscious self is telling me is that I used to like him for his looks/brains/etc but now, I love him for him. I don't need to see him; all I need is his voice to be happy.
And that's almost scary.
Today while Chloe & I were at the playground, we talked a lot about ourselves. She asked me who my best friend was in class. I didn't answer her.
I didn't have to.
After all, she understood that some people just can't be replaced.
Then, she asked me whether I had any crushes; I told her yes but I wasn't sure what was between us[him & me] or if there was even an us.
She only nodded saying how she noticed that I wasn't exactly super friendly with the guys in my class and in fact, I rarely talked to them. She also commented that I must be really in love with him since I act that way.
It's funny how people notice the little[big] things and sometimes even know me better than myself.
Mood:
Introspective
Music: Empty Souls - The Manic Preachers
I'm feeling like a washing machine again.
Saturday, 1 March 2008 @ 23:25
I've been operating on Auto-mode for the past few days.
It's like,
Finish Homework --> Study For Test(s) --> Take Test(s) --> Repeat Cycle.
Gosh, I really hate this.
The only real thing that saves me from the monotony of Secondary School life is the Catechism classes on Sundays. But that's only like, 52 days out of 365. Wait - scratch that; less than 52 days since you've got to factor in holiday breaks.
So even then, it ain't much of a break from the cycle.
Dear Z.
How are you? Heard you're in CHS now. Sounds like a better choice than VS; affiliated to CJC, closer to home and most importantly, CATHOLIC. I totally approve. Lol.
We're alright, right? Even after my letter to you?
Yours sincerely
K.
Mood:
Frustrated
Music: Jacqueline - Franz Ferdinand
Profile
k!mberly
250495
one st. john 08 two st. john 09 // child of god (:
HIPSter ZHSSian
sarcasm is my superpower.
I also happen to be rather
clumsy &
messy.
five and thirteen are my lucky numbers. regardless of whether they
actually work.
for the sake of your well-being, leave your lies and insincerity at home because I
definitely don't appreciate them.
I BELIEVE IN HARVEY DENT!
-cough
batman referencecough-
yes, I do get giggly when confronted with chocolate, comic books or milo. go figure ;3
a
self-confessed conspiracy theorist who responds awkwardly to hugs.
I still think it's infinitely stupid to take pictures of yourself in a toilet.
Obsessions
HIM, rainy days at home, guitar riffs, quick drum beats,
fall out boy, p!nk, sara bareilles, teddy geiger, corrine may, the fray, arctic monkeys, franz ferdinand,
science-fiction, skulduggery pleasant, artemis fowl,
batman comics,
robin/raven, batman/catwoman, rogue/pyro, harry/hermione, hermione/artemis, rose/scorpius, remus/tonks,
heath ledger, pirates of the caribbean, ocean's thirteen, christian bale, v for vendetta, 10 things I hate about you, the dark knight,
chocolate, peach milk tea, being original, going nova, dancing hyperly with my friends,
welcome to the goldbergs, HEROES, CSI: NY, house M.D, seinfeld,
taking naps, lime green folders, rollercoasters, polaroids,
feminism.
I ♥ CLARINE, HUISI, SHUHAN, ZACHUS, GEOFFREY & 6R5 07'.
More than anyone will ever know.
Burn, burn, burn
Twilight, the smell of rain and exhaust fumes mixed together, buses that ought to be double decker but aren't, traffic lights, tests, spectacles,
superficiality, biased people, racism,
SEXISM, ron/hermione, draco/harry ((who comes up with this stuff???)), remus/sirius,
chauvinistic pigs, magnetic chess sets,
being thought of as a sociopath, superman, copy cats, britney spears, paris hilton,
yam ice cream, being broke, book fines, unreasonable teachers, wet leaves on the pavement, sean kingston, students with short skirts,
overpriced books, bad advertisements, onion rings,
real/faux fur.
Advice
Letter to myself[not!]
Tuesday, 25 March 2008 @ 21:24
Don't mind the rant.
It's what that's been on my mind for the past few days.
I need to get it out.
G-d, sometimes I hate you so bloody sodding much.
You try so hard to be different.
In fact, so hard that sometimes it's pathetic.
PA-THE-TIC.
You raise your hand and try to contradict him/her with illogical statements backed up by
good ol' solid evidence.
Notice the sarcasm?
You get so objective that I don't see your point anymore.
What're you trying to prove?
That you're a deeper thinker than the rest of us?
Maybe.
I saw you playing with the others a couple days back and you were IT.
They teased and taunted you and you just took it.
No resistance at all.
I felt like screaming at you. Perhaps you were angry too but far too proud to do anything about it?
Well, as they say,
Pride does go before a fall.
And I hope that when you fall, you turn out like Humpty Dumpty.
Alright, I suppose I sympathize with you a tiny bit.
But you've got all this potential and self-confidence, despite your obvious flaws.
So why do you have half the _____ hating you?
What went wrong in your theory for popularity?
Gosh, you remind me of me.
And that's why I'm so angry.
It's like having an out-of-body experience.
So little time.
Saturday, 22 March 2008 @ 23:57
Happy Easter people ;D
I know I shouldn't be up at this time o' th' night but I'm not in the mood to sleep cause' I've got tons of things on my mind.
Checklist for tomorrow:
- A pile of homework waiting for me that's due on Monday
- Chinese tuition [hopefully] tomorrow
- Maths revision
- A visit to the hospital
- Home Ec. Evaluation
- Personal errands to run [e.g I NEED A NEW PEN!]
I swear, if I'm able to get half-way through the list, it'll be a miracle.
Oh Borders, have a sale already!
I need that 20% off to get my wonderful free-verse poetry book, Impulse by Ellen Hopkins!
Mood:
Insomniatic
Music: I Found a Reason - Cat Power
Side Note about the Music: I took ages to get the tune correct while humming/singing cause' although it's been stuck in my head since the first time I saw V for Vendetta, the melody's kinda weird in the sense that it goes,
"HO-oh I... Do... Believe.
In all the th-ings you say.
What comes is better... than what... ca-ame before."
All in all, it's an awesome song so check it out on Imeem (:
Things on my mind should stay in there.
Friday, 21 March 2008 @ 11:25
I really must apologize.
I haven't been in the mood to blog recently, even though I've actually got stuff to blog about now.
But what with my grandma's hospitalization and her hallucinating, homework, projects and plain old stress...
I'm just not in the mood.
English test results came out this week and I topped the class with Audrey and Chloe with all of us getting 24/30 marks for Compo ;D
Home Ec. test was yesterday and my cupcake-muffin hybrid turned out okay.
Some of the girls said that it was really nice but being the cynical person that I am, I don't think they were being completely truthful.
No offence.
On my from the Home Ec. Kitchen, I gave the muffins away to random people. JiaYi was especially happy with the one with the strawberry heart on it XD
See? I'm such a nice person. LOL!
Art Club's next project is this poster on the theme: Reminiscence.
I've got tons of ideas but none of them are really stellar, y'know.
At least they're due in the last week of April, a couple weeks from now.
Well, I've got to go visit my grandma now.
Seeya (:
Mood:
Calm but Guarded
Music: Waiting - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Buh-leh.
Thursday, 13 March 2008 @ 19:26
Dare You To Move by Switchfoot is officially stuck in my head now.
According to Dan Ong from 987fm, it's called an Ear Worm.
The name sounds so... Bleh.
It gave me indigestion.
:O
SC Camp's tomorrow and I'm still undecided about my feelings towards it.
Sure, I'm looking forward to it. But I'll have to drag all my camp supplies to the FD Workshop and who likes to do that?
Ch'yeah.
Mood:
Relaxed
Music: Sober - Kelly Clarkson
<3
Tuesday, 11 March 2008 @ 22:13
Yesterday was awesome.
Tiring, though.
Woke up at round' 6.50 and got onto the bus completely sleepy-eyed. Good God man, the bus so so totally packed with people. The thing that struck me as odd was that it was almost completely quiet even with the huge number of commuters on board. I think it's pretty safe to say that most of them weren't awake yet.
P. Tan is our Fashion Designing mentor and she's mighty pretty. I wonder how much makeup she uses.
Anyway, we drew the basic human body for about an hour and then switched to faces. After that, she made us draw human bodies with faces. Kinda dry but - whatever. Basics are important.
At 12.45-ish, I met the gang at Vivo City's GV Cinema.
At first, I couldn't find them so I was looking around, one hand with my cellphone, the other checking the time.
Good thing I saw Zachus, Ben & Dominic.
Most of them are super tall now.
Even Clarine.
Gosh, I feel so short D:
MUST-GROW-TALLER! -stands on tip toes -
We had our lunch at Carl's Junior; Clarine & HuiSi shared a burger while I sneaked fries from their meal into my mouth.
Met up with everyone at 1.55pm and we got all the snacks and everything from the concession stand. Although I had my doubts about Vivo City's GV popcorn, their salted popcorn was really up to standard. A pretty good stand-in for lunch, I suppose.
Did I mention we had to sit in the front row? XD
For the record,
L is adorable.
And Maki's probably bulimic.
You could see her vertebrae sticking out like nobody's business.
I think they'd get together if they were older.
Clearly, a cute couple.
We had to literally drag Zachus away at the end of the show just cause' he wanted to see if there was any secret clips after the credits were shown. I bet the entire cinema was laughing at us.
Since we had 30 mins to spare, I pulled everyone into Page One.
Clarine & HuiSi went to look for a present for Clarine's Mum's birthday while I browsed through the Fiction section.
The guys kept on hanging around me that it was almost embarrassing.
I was flattered with their attention.
But it's not like they could get with me anyway.
I'm off-limits.
I wish ShuHan had come along. -pouts-
Update: I finally mustered up the courage to ask him what been on my mind for months. He replied and I feel like flying now (:
Mood:
Rejuvenated
Music: Return to Me - The Last Goodnight
/
Monday, 10 March 2008 @ 21:57
Oh my.
I'm too tired to post anything now.
I promise you one tomorrow.
Toodles ;D
Would you rather be a weak woman or an aggressive one?
Sunday, 9 March 2008 @ 15:41
I f*cking hate sexists.
Egypt men say 'I don't' to woman marriage registrar
Thu Feb 28, 1:04 PM ET
CAIRO (AFP) - The appointment this week of Egypt's first woman able to conduct Muslim marriages has sparked controversy in the religious country, particularly from men who see their status being challenged.
ADVERTISEMENT
Amal Soliman, 32, is the first woman in the Middle East and possibly the Muslim world to be authorised to perform wedding ceremonies and sign marriage and divorce contracts.
Straddling the worlds of bureaucracy and religion -- two pillars of Egyptian society -- the graduate in civil and criminal law said she is "more qualified" than her colleagues to perform the function of "maazun".
Justice Minister Mamduh Mari stressed that Soliman's nomination depended on her abilities rather than on her gender, but it has raised eyebrows and anger on the streets in the male-dominated Arab country.
"I completely reject the idea," Mahmud Ali, a bearded 40-year-old, told AFP in Cairo. "There must be religious texts forbidding this... there are also obstacles on a social level, she would always take the woman's side."
"This idea won't spread, it's a one-off and it won't last."
Ahmed Abdel Rehim declared simply: "A woman cannot do this job. I would never have a female maazun at my wedding."
But officials, eager to portray an image of equality, welcomed the decision.
"I'm not shocked at all, it's a purely legal job, reading Koranic verses and conducting a marriage," said Ali Saman, former head of Al-Azhar University's religious dialogue committee.
"A maazun is a judicial assistant, a notary... so it's a job that women can do."
In 2005, US-based Amina Wadud sparked controversy in the Muslim world, including in Egypt, when she led prayers in New York, with some clerics saying it went against Islamic doctrine.
"A female imam (who leads prayers in a mosque) is different, that's to be debated by specialists but a female maazun who signs and officialises a marriage certificate there's no problem," he said.
"There are no religious texts banning a Muslim woman from being a maazun," said Al-Azhar's deputy director Sheikh Fawzi Zafzaf.
"But when a woman is menstruating she must not enter a mosque or read Koranic verses and that will affect her job, so for this reason we say it is not advisable to have a woman maazun."
Women's rights in Egypt have a long and occasionally rocky history. Egyptian women were allowed to vote and stand for office in 1956.
But they are notable in their absence from Egyptian courtrooms, even those dealing with family law. A first group of 30 women judges was authorised to practice in March 2007.
"Islam guarantees women's rights, whatever is said about the inferiority of women is a lie," said Zafzaf.
"Why not support women?" said Shawkiya Rawash, in her 50s. "If she can be an example to follow, if she manages to do her job well, why not? I'm in favour."
-http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20080228/lf_afp/egyptwomenrightsislamreligion;_ylt=AlDFFfYQ4KQzVoF7EEBufVIHcggF
The following rant is totally my opinion and you have no right to criticise me for my thoughts.
In my opinion, the 'public's' opinion is complete bullshit.
I'm pretty sure the 'public' is probably a voice consisting mostly of men. Who else would have the audacity to say such a ridiculous thing?
Hello?! This is the 21st century for heaven' sake. If you're still thinking that women are of a lower status than men, let me just say that you're a disgrace to Humankind [note how I refuse to say: MANkind].
First of all, just to clarify, there are no religious texts stating that women do not have the right to perform the job. The only thing that stands between women and it[the job] is a man's pride.
How important.
But what's that I hear about you complaining that a woman will always take another woman's side? We wouldn't always have to if you men had the guts to stand up for what's right. Isn't it the case that when a couple divorces, it's usually the woman who gets hit the hardest? And don't even get me started on the fact that women usually get the worse shift when they work compared to their different chromosome counterparts.
So stop with your self-pity and the whole 'Women are threats to social status' campaign.
This is just a tiny step towards the big goal: GENDER EQUALITY
We're[women] human beings too.
What gives you the right to say that you're better than us?
Mood:
Rebellious
Music: Hero/Heroine Acoustic Version - Boys Like Girls
Little things do matter.
Thursday, 6 March 2008 @ 18:10
Dear Lordy, it's been ages since I've posted.
I do wonder if anyone's actually reading my blog and thinking, "Which lines am I supposed to be reading in between? And Why The F*ck hasn't Kim been posting recently?"
So this is an apology to all the non-existant readers [or blogders] who've been putting up with me.
Common Tests are now officially over [well technically, we've got a Home Ec. Practical test on the first week of Term 2] and I feel really - free (:
Chloe brought me to this really cool playground hidden in the heart of this cluster of HDB flats; it had SWINGS! -giggles maniacally-
If you didn't know, there used to be an awesome set of swings near my house which I was obsessed about back in Primary 3.
That was the place I met WaiYin at.
Gosh, I was unbelievably angry when they tore it down to upgrade the playground. And y'know what they replaced it with? A bloody exercise gym-thingy -shakes fist-
D<
P.S If you're feeling bored already, I'd suggest you stop reading now since I've got a feeling that this'll be a long long post.
I had another dream about him last night/this morning. It's kinda hard to tell when you're asleep.
It's my fourth dream featuring him now.
The phone was ringing and I rushed to pick up.
"Hello?"
"....." There was this pause for 30 seconds and for a moment, I was wondering if the person was still there.
"Who's there?"
"....Margaret Zsaz,"
The voice was so weirdly familiar that I couldn't place my finger on who it was. So I decided to play along with the caller and answer, "Har har."
The caller's voice immediately returned to normal and I couldn't help but think: Oh My God. It's him.
We talked for a minute or two [if I remember right, he was doing the talking] then suddenly, it was as if he had put himself on speaker and I could hear this Akon/Beyonce song playing in the background. What was more strange was that he wasn't directly talking to me anymore. I could hear snatches of conversations, some with his sister, some with his mother. It struck me as odd and I started thinking, "What's happening?"
That's when I woke up.
What's really surprising is that unlike my other dreams, I actually understand this one.
I think what my sub-conscious self is telling me is that I used to like him for his looks/brains/etc but now, I love him for him. I don't need to see him; all I need is his voice to be happy.
And that's almost scary.
Today while Chloe & I were at the playground, we talked a lot about ourselves. She asked me who my best friend was in class. I didn't answer her.
I didn't have to.
After all, she understood that some people just can't be replaced.
Then, she asked me whether I had any crushes; I told her yes but I wasn't sure what was between us[him & me] or if there was even an us.
She only nodded saying how she noticed that I wasn't exactly super friendly with the guys in my class and in fact, I rarely talked to them. She also commented that I must be really in love with him since I act that way.
It's funny how people notice the little[big] things and sometimes even know me better than myself.
Mood:
Introspective
Music: Empty Souls - The Manic Preachers
I'm feeling like a washing machine again.
Saturday, 1 March 2008 @ 23:25
I've been operating on Auto-mode for the past few days.
It's like,
Finish Homework --> Study For Test(s) --> Take Test(s) --> Repeat Cycle.
Gosh, I really hate this.
The only real thing that saves me from the monotony of Secondary School life is the Catechism classes on Sundays. But that's only like, 52 days out of 365. Wait - scratch that; less than 52 days since you've got to factor in holiday breaks.
So even then, it ain't much of a break from the cycle.
Dear Z.
How are you? Heard you're in CHS now. Sounds like a better choice than VS; affiliated to CJC, closer to home and most importantly, CATHOLIC. I totally approve. Lol.
We're alright, right? Even after my letter to you?
Yours sincerely
K.
Mood:
Frustrated
Music: Jacqueline - Franz Ferdinand